Year 2009

Few more hours to go, I’ll say goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010.

Feeling excited?

Yup, coz later I’m going for countdown….

Got Chin nei, (from Thailand one),haha

So, let me refresh what I had done in this year….

Finish my SPM and then go to Penang for holiday, with Ming Yee,her hubby and Qian,

(hm….this happened in December, if I’m correct)

Then January started working at kindergarten, which is quite torturing to ask them keep quite,(haha)

Anyway, it is fun to watch them play around and taught Kit Kit to read during lunch time in order to direct him to chew the food in his mouth…

By the way, during this period of time, I also attended for a Cabin Crew training course, where I intended to join SQ 1^st,coz I wanna earn my own money to fund my study, but finally have to cancel this idea since my mum felt that I should study on this age and working later…

At the same time, the Chinese New Year not as happy as before, grandma, who suffer from kidney failure and other disease, died during New Year. When I’m small, she is the one who take care of me. Her kindness, her smile, her voice, still in my mind till now. Maybe passed away is good for her, at least she no longer suffer the pain, and thanks god, for extending her life till New Year, enable her to find an excuse to left the hospital, see all of us, and celebrate her last New Year with us. Thanks Lord.

March, SPM result is released. This is the 1^st time where I felt so disappointed till I’m cried. I never believed that my result will be so sucked, where some subject I confident to get an A1 become A2 and one of the even worse, Moral get B3. Well, another 2 subjects I got B3: EST and English are in my expectation, coz I not good in English and I think I well-known for…

April, I joined Brickfield Asia College (BAC) for A-level. When I still in F5, I wished go for F6 at MBS, but my mum again against it, feeling it was wasting time.( F6 consume 2 years time).Then when I chose this college, my mum asked me why didn’t I go for some other well known universities or colleges, since my result can easily fulfill the entry requirement and applied to scholarship. Well, I just answer her “that college cheap but got quality ma,”

At the same month, I went for tuition, study for English and Frances. Yup, study English is intended to improve myself as I afraid that I couldn’t follow with A-level syllabus since all is in BI. Frances, on another hand, is a way to prepare myself to Paris. Go Paris for what? Study law? No no no !!! just wanna go there walked around and met some guy over there..(haha) but both of them came to a stop when I start attending the part-time class, coz there are crushes of time.

Well, in college, I met with totally new friends, almost all of them aren’t come from Cheras. They come from Subang, Klang, Johor, Kajang, Selayang, Rawang, Malacca….. they are Chew Theng, Shu Veen, Harvin, Jolynn and Yee Theng. Then come with Rainbow, Mei Shi and so on….

October, I’m totally become crazy. AS exam was around the corner. But still, the law subject haven’t finish it syllabus yet, and practice wasn’t enough yet too. So, did badly in As coz Law and Business Studies didn’t finished on time, Accounting got one question totally alien to me while economics I had wrote some rubbishes. ( I think)

November , went to Malacca with Randomness group. Actually I’m already know them in class and via singing K. However, I really come across with them in this trip. Thanks to Marcus, my driver in this trip, plus also is one of the organizer, together with Junior and Jake.

December, after few weeks holiday, finally went back to college for my A2 class. I never ever felt so excited and looked forward to go back an institution of learning, at least never for primary and secondary. Coz primary school there too much stress as I studied in Chinese school where result is priority, whilst for secondary, it just too bore to school , since the teachers are lazy to enter our class which only have 15 students and normally only attended by 8 to 11 students. (hm… My school is new,and I’m the 1^st batch and only few choose science stream). In college, there are too much fun, we can go K, movie,and walked around freely, and the only problem is there is a need to think about what to wear..(shit) oh ya, I get my Contract and Tort books, finally feel like studying Law.

**In this year, though I meet with a lot of new friends, but at the same time, I lost some.

Nine girls, I no longer exist. This I already known will happen someway in the future, when we started split into Art and Science stream. Although Carmen also same class with me,(but she doesn’t like science any way),due to different philosophy , this friendships, is the toughest task for me to handle.

Sometimes, I ask myself, did I feel sad? Did I angry about that? Hm…the answer are yes and no.. Yes, I’m sad, because I didn’t put my effort to a must level in order to maintain this friendship. I’m sad because although we still friends, but we lack contact with each others, no longer share our happiness, sadness, confusion, and problems together, like them will never ever exist in my life again. Hm…. No, because I never angry to them, it not their fault but mine, they did the right decisions, coz since our soul, mind, and thought no longer as close as before, leaving, will be the only option….

“Friends come and go”,

I think I saw or heard it somewhere, maybe from Marcus, I agreed with it, coz this is what happening.

** What is my plan for next year? Hm… let me think about it 1^st, and will write in my lovely bloggie soon…

梦游南强

**这纯粹是自个儿的梦，有点无聊，



昨晚“回”到南强了，是我太想念她吗？
HM。。。梦从食堂开始，对，就是那个我最爱的食堂，旁边有篮球场的，
那个时候应该是下午吧！因为我看见大大的太阳高挂在我头上。
嗯，那时候我在吃着面（哈哈，嘴馋，连做梦也在吃）
我先看到Evone，我肯定是她，因为她的妹妹跟她不相似，
我走了过去跟她聊了起来，可是她坚持说她是Evone的妹妹，
真是气死我了。

然后我去了旧校舍逛逛，
里头的摆设根我以前的很不同，现在的桌椅不像以往那么拥挤，
我经过第一间教室，他们在上英文课呢，（还是有很深的英文生字）
第二间，在上华语课，还有几位评估员在里面，
接下来，是在上音乐节，那些小学生很开心地在吹着笛子。

瞬间场景转变，我到了半新旧校舍，面向着楼梯口，
顿时想起以前乐队练习后常躲在那儿，跟朋友一起休息聊天。
然后我去了第一层，浮现在眼前的是6N班，
（嗯，我肯定那是我小四的时光，6N班应该在二楼，可是因为当时要建造新的大楼，他们搬到我的课室隔壁）
我看到了文耀，还有他的几个朋友（也可以说是猪朋狗友），都是我姐那一届的篮球校队队员，
还有，我看到杜水仙老师，她在我小六时是我的华语笔试的导师，多亏她，我的华语程度才能比其他来的好。

再往前走，终于抵达4K班，看到了邱老师，还有一些同学，有嘉敏，蓉蝉，家伟，俊伟等等
（糟了，开始想念他们了，不知何时何日才有机会在重逢相聚，
期待中。。。。。。）
然后我去了二楼的图书馆，里头还是老样子，柜子上放着满满的书，
走到图书馆的尾端，我看到我最爱地电视机和拥有白色绒毛的地毯。
以前呐，上完下午的补习课后，都会来这儿，
坐在地毯上看书，抱抱玩偶般的枕头，看看VCD，
回想以前，这里应该是我在小学时，其中一个拥有最多欢乐时光的地方
（其他地方包括食堂啦，课室啦，当然还有休息亭啦）

最后，来到了新校舍，可是里面除了桌椅以外，什么也没有了，
心，空空的，
到最后的最后梦醒了，发现自己的眼角湿了，
ERM。。。。也许最近太空闲了，常回想一些有的没得，所以才会梦到自己回到小学去。
怎么办，写这篇文章时都不晓得如何下笔，因为真的好想把梦里的一切都记录下来，
可是有一些景象，一些感觉很难形容。
终于明白有些事只能自己体会，是非笔墨所能形容的，
也许，对于一些人来说，这只是一场梦而已，无关紧要，没有必要刻意地去回想，记录。
但是，对于我来说，梦，反射着心中的渴望，帮我实现一些未能实现的事，至少，它让我释怀。

Wonder Girls-- Nobody

最近爱上了这首歌。。。。
虽然它不是最新的。。。

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

Shopping ! KTV !

Gosh, this few days always went out nei....
Thursday sing K with randomness group,
Friday sing K with ex-shoolmate,
Saturday finally at home to rest my voice,
Sunday accompany sister to IOI mall to purchase Xmas present + dinner at Sushi King
Monday accompany Yee Teng and Rainbow watched Zombieland + shop around in Bukit Bintang + watched Snips academic graduation....

Oh my, leg pain already,
hehe, long time didn't walk so much....
anyway, i quite enjoy my times with others in this few days,
and,the most important is,
finally I help my cupboard added another clothes,
and buy a purple handbag and an amethyst chain bracelet.

Sing K and K

17th December 2009

Holiday started again….
Well, It seen like a culture for us to sing k as celebration,(haha)
We-- Junior, Jake, Shun Yuan, Michelle, Mei Jean, Nicole and I
Went to Neway and spent our time there,
Oh ya, before they reach,
I watched school orchestra competition,
Oh gosh, I like it very much,
The music, the performance, and the battle,
It is fantastic, I felt I loss a lot for not watching it from the start,
But thanks God, after we finished K session,
I get the opportunity to enjoy the performance played by the champion band,
Thank for Nicole, Junior and Jake for waiting me and let me enjoy the show…



18th December 2009

It is Michelle’s birthday, and we celebrated with her at Redbox
( yup, I sing K for two consequence day)
This time we get a bigger room,
Which look like we really can party inside,
Got 4 sofa, a large and a small screen, a bar, 6 table, a big mirror, a stage and a washroom.
(haha, I really played around till I can remember all the fixture and fitting)
Well, I think Michelle sure very happy for this year celebration,
Coz not only have normal guest ( I, Yang Yang and Sharon)
But also attended by few rare guest –Sean (Sharon’s bro), Kent, Steven Kiew and Chia Kang
We at there for 3 hours
(yup,is 3hours, an hour more than other K room, that why we like to go there)
Hm….we sang quite smoothly,
the only problem occur when we were searching for Birthday song,
Oh my, all the birthday songs are new compose
We don’t even know how to sing it,
We chose few and finally gave up and sang by our own without music…
Lol,so pai sei nei, let 寿星女 waited.
Anyway, we still enjoyed ourselves and now looking forward for next coming event,
Christmas’ eve, New year’ eve……

林俊杰《第几个100天》

第几个100天
词: 姚若龙
曲: 林俊杰


我 把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你 一抬头就看得见
我 把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你 拥着温暖入眠

我晓得 时间如雪 有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱 一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个100天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口 你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着 Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个100天 越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
管过多少100天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变
当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜

**JJ消瘦了。。 （好心疼。。）

华语-- 西。东

好像好久没有再以华语来写我的网记了。
嗯，从来没有在这个新的网记留过华文的痕迹。
（除了放了一篇林俊杰的歌与星座密语以外）

前天在面子书找到我六年级那年的网页，
心里突然涌起不明的感伤与惭愧。
感伤，是因为发现自己已有好一段时间没有与小学同学们相聚，
很久没与我那亲爱的，让人敬佩的邱老师说说我的近况，聊聊老师对我们的期望。
忽然，好怀念以往快乐无忧的时光。
惭愧，是因为自己最近一直都在阅读英文报，英文书与课本，
都没有接触华文，让原本的华文水平下滑，生疏了，
觉得有点儿对不起邱老师以前的付出与努力。

**嗯，邱老师，我要向你保证，
华文，我永远不会放弃，不会辜负您的期望。



西。东

西域的乌云
无声 无息
覆盖东边的天空
侵蚀炙热耀眼的太阳
攻袭那已有五千多年历史的
文化 方块艺术

东方人 似乎很
渺小 脆弱
无奈接纳
委屈求全
只 为了等待时机

等待那一天
天空霎那色变，
彩云取代乌云
太阳再次发光
咆哮划破恐惧
龙 再次归来

Up and down

14^th December 2009

Finally, yup, it is finally,

The accounting class enable give me a little bit of satisfaction,

He, the “close-minded” lecturer,

finally agree to combine the twice a week two hour class which is cumbersome

into one day four hour class, which is much more convenient

yuppy, no more Saturday class…..

For afternoon Business Studies class,

The things that I always worry about finally be resolved,

Since I had been located in group A class,

I always worry about that when As result is coming out,

I’ll be dropped to B class, coz I didn’t did well

If this truly happen to me,

It really ashamed….

But luckily the lecturer declare today that she will never drop us to B class,

Hehe, another happy event….

15^th December 2009

Today Chew Theng accompany me to explode Subang,

Actually not really explode,

Just go there to find out where Canon is located,

Haha, random…..

Then, we go to have a walk at Aeon and Subang Parade,

We window shopping at a toy shop, and

At there, we find out that both of us like sewing….

now fewer girls like this kind of thing,

Both of us are rare….. (haha,need keep in museum)

After that, we go to Dessert Bar have our high-tea

(although it already 4 something, but we still treat it as our high-tea)

I had order a wrong meal,

I ordered mushroom soup,

which I thought is my flavor—mushroom cream soup

Sweat !!!

After that, Chew Theng takes KTM home,

while I'm taking bus

(well, at least I can get some sight of Subang)

Oh ya, prior to that,

when we on our way out the Subang Parade,

a guy (a promoter) calling us,

ask whether we study economics and from BAC...

(lol, on that point of time, both of us have our copy of economics red book in hand,

so both of us thought he quite nonsense,

hopefully, he really not from BAC)